July 30

How frustrated God must get when He sees how we stubbornly persist in our sinful habits, completely oblivious to His demonstrations of love and forgiveness. The apostle Paul describes in the New Testament how bad people can become. “They refuse to acknowledge God, so He abandons them to their evil minds and lets them do things that should never be done....They are fully aware of God’s death penalty for those who do these things, yet they go right ahead and do them anyway. And, worse yet, they encourage others to do them, too” (Romans 1:28,32). Paul goes on to say that those who claim to love God are often no better than those who don’t. “You may be saying, ‘What terrible people you have been talking about!’ But you are just as bad, and you have no excuse!.....Do you think that God will judge and condemn others for doing these bad things and not judge you when you do them, too? Don’t you realize how kind, tolerant, and patient God is with you? Or don’t you care? Can’t you see how kind He has been in giving you time to turn from your sin? But no, you won’t listen. So you are storing up terrible punishment for yourself because of your stubbornness in refusing to turn from your sins” (Romans 2:1,3-5). Why is it we see the wrongs others do, but are blind to our own? Why is the obvious so hard for us to admit?
In the Old Testament, God labels our sinful rebellion and our constant wandering from His love in pursuit of idols and gods that can never respond to us, as adultery. “You are like a restless female camel, desperate for a male! You are like a wild donkey, sniffing the wind at mating time. Who can restrain your lust? Those who desire you do not even need to search, for you come running to them! Why do you refuse to turn from all this running after other gods? But you say, ‘Don’t waste your breath. I have fallen in love with these foreign gods, and I can’t stop loving them now!’” ((Jeremiah 2:23-25). In spite of our unfaithfulness to Him, our God is faithful to us. In our search for happiness, in our desire to find intimacy, we turn to every source but the One who will not force Himself upon us, the One who proves His love over and over, and the One who longs to be in relationship with us. The Lord beckons to each of us, “come back to me, and I will heal your wayward hearts” (Jer.3:22). When we have exhausted ourselves in our selfish pursuit of fulfillment, when we have wasted away our dignity by chasing lies, the truth still remains, “only in the Lord our God will we ever find salvation” (Jer.3:23).
Like the parable of the prodigal son, there reaches a point in our desperation that we finally see the truth for what it is. May we turn to the Lord now, and in doing so, experience the many blessings He has promised those who love Him and are faithful to Him.